Got a new phone...I still wondering y there's always some stupid ppl keep sending those nonsense msg to me...>.<...
I have to waste my minute to call back and tell them "u guys got the WRONG NUMBER"
ANNOYING!!!!!
I know the number is kinda easy for ppl to remember...but y they wanna bother someone again and again after they had been rejected millions times...= =
And another annoying woman called me at least 5 times a day....INSANE!!!...Just to prove that she was right?!
So wat!
No One Cares!!
Go to HELL!!!!!!!
p(> <)q
I am going CRAZY!!
Now I really really REALLY wanna go to Binghamton!! Right NOW!!
Cant imagine wat I will be like after August!
Looking for a brand new life tho...even tho everything is still a big piece of trash.......
Dont have the mood for Chinese yet...I wanna write something but my brain just shut down automaticly when I swich the inputting system into Chinese...>.<
Papa was bothering me too..."U should transfer to a better (more famous/popular) college, at least you should let those ppl in China know what kind of college u r going to..."
WTF??!!!
I am only paying less than $2000/semester...Besides some "so-called ridiculous" thingy, I can handle all those tuition and other expenses myself....wat do they really expecting from me????!!!
I cant really imagine if I go to a private college...that will be a huge debt on the whole family...who cares about the reputations?!
I told my papa that even I might not be able to afford the tuition fees for Washington U even I got the acceptance from it....sooooo Sad....but that's what I planned last year -- if I cannot get into a "good" college like MIT or Washington U, I will choose a SUNY b/c at least I save $$$$$ for further education or whatever....U cannot really depend on ur family when u r not with them...I am trying to be economically independence, which is the real "independence" from the family....
Today the stupid woman argued with GC AGAIN!!!! I dont understand y she never realize wat she was doing just pushed her own son away...>.<...She said "I know u hate me"....but wat I was thinking was totally the opposite way: y I have to waste my life to hate a woman who does nothing to me. I dont care what she did before, it passed and I will just let it go, altho it sounds like a nightmare! It was a SHAME!
Last night after working I met a woman on the Q27 bus, she asked if I can lend her my cell phone battery to her. Then she told me that she was bitten by her BF and she was trying to find her friend's home in Flushing. "y dont u call the cops and let them protect u?" I asked, then realized that was such a stupid question. She said she doesnt want other ppl get involved and she just wanna go back to canada....GOD! she was in Canada!!! and she moved to NY to be bitten by her asshole BF?! "I dont believe no man now" that was wat she said...poor woman...when I heard that the only thing I said was "good luck and take care"...u r not gonna expect me to say "welcome to the lesbian world"?!
FAFA was being with her BF all day long...T_T...I am borded and since I trust no man (always try to scare them away), I have no one to talk to....well....I chose not to be a "protectee" but a "protecter"...I hide my friends from my family coz those r my "private properties"....I kept my secrets from the relatives but showing them to the others coz that's the saviest way to yell out those shaddy things...
A stranger would not hurt u, but ur lover might do so....sigh~
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