Everything is going CRAZY!

Got a new phone...I still wondering y there's always some stupid ppl keep sending those nonsense msg to me...>.<...

I have to waste my minute to call back and tell them "u guys got the WRONG NUMBER"

ANNOYING!!!!!

I know the number is kinda easy for ppl to remember...but y they wanna bother someone again and again after they had been rejected millions times...= =

And another annoying woman called me at least 5 times a day....INSANE!!!...Just to prove that she was right?!

So wat!

No One Cares!!

Go to HELL!!!!!!!

 

p(> <)q

 

I am going CRAZY!!

Now I really really REALLY wanna go to Binghamton!! Right NOW!!

Cant imagine wat I will be like after August!

Looking for a brand new life tho...even tho everything is still a big piece of trash.......

 

Dont have the mood for Chinese yet...I wanna write something but my brain just shut down automaticly when I swich the inputting system into Chinese...>.<

Papa was bothering me too..."U should transfer to a better (more famous/popular) college, at least you should let those ppl in China know what kind of college u r going to..."

WTF??!!!

I am only paying less than $2000/semester...Besides some "so-called ridiculous" thingy, I can handle all those tuition and other expenses myself....wat do they really expecting from me????!!!

I cant really imagine if I go to a private college...that will be a huge debt on the whole family...who cares about the reputations?!

I told my papa that even I might not be able to afford the tuition fees for Washington U even I got the acceptance from it....sooooo Sad....but that's what I planned last year --  if I cannot get into a "good" college like MIT or Washington U, I will choose a SUNY b/c at least I save $$$$$ for further education or whatever....U cannot really depend on ur family when u r not with them...I am trying to be economically independence, which is the real "independence" from the family....

Today the stupid woman argued with GC AGAIN!!!! I dont understand y she never realize wat she was doing just pushed her own son away...>.<...She said "I know u hate me"....but wat I was thinking was totally the opposite way: y I have to waste my life to hate a woman who does nothing to me. I dont care what she did before, it passed and I will just let it go, altho it sounds like a nightmare! It was a SHAME!

 

Last night after working I met a woman on the Q27 bus, she asked if I can lend her my cell phone battery to her. Then she told me that she was bitten by her BF and she was trying to find her friend's home in Flushing. "y dont u call the cops and let them protect u?" I asked, then realized that was such a stupid question. She said she doesnt want other ppl get involved and she just wanna go back to canada....GOD! she was in Canada!!! and she moved to NY to be bitten by her asshole BF?! "I dont believe no man now" that was wat she said...poor woman...when I heard that the only thing I said was "good luck and take care"...u r not gonna expect me to say "welcome to the lesbian world"?!

 

FAFA was being with her BF all day long...T_T...I am borded and since I trust no man (always try to scare them away), I have no one to talk to....well....I chose not to be a "protectee" but a "protecter"...I hide my friends from my family coz those r my "private properties"....I kept my secrets from the relatives but showing them to the others coz that's the saviest way to yell out those shaddy things...

 

A stranger would not hurt u, but ur lover might do so....sigh~

 

 

 

 

Back from Bing

It took us 5 hrs from Bing to NY...and we wasted 1/5 of the time on finding a parking lot/struggling w/ the heavy traffic at local area...sigh~

However, finally the "most annoying" orientation passed...>.<...I didnt sleep in the assigned room on campus, instead I chose to sleep in a motel that costed me $65/night (the AC was too strong that I frozed on my bed LOL)

The city was kinda old-styled and it's not as busy as NY. If u go across the river to the other side of the city, where the university locates, u will find out that it was such an awesome place there...tons of moores on the vastle st; wonderful mountain view; nice and easy living style...(I will not consider it as a adventage, but it's not bad just for a living :P)

The campus was smaller than what I expected, but it's easy to just walk around w/out having a car (a little bit tough to maintain the regular expenses of a car as the price of gas is going up and freshmen are NOT allowed to have a car...). I like the style of the buildings, and even it's extremely hot when I was there, these kinds of 90's weather only occur OCCASSIONALLY!! THANK GOD!!

I had my fall schedule done already...Since I got 5's on Cal and Java AP and a 4 on Chem (a little bit disappointed but it's fine just to replace my first year chem, and I can have the adventage of taking another general education iin the fall term), I saved 8 credits and also earning additional 4 credits on electives.

Still have a lot of things to worry...MONEY is always one thing to consider SERIOUSLY...>.<...Hopefully I will make enough money for the fall term...hopefully....= =

 

I want stone plus~~

http://www.creative.com/products/mp3/zenstoneplus/

LOOK at THIS~~

SOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!

Want it sooo badly>.<

 

ps:

I want my AP score NOW!!

How can they charge us JUST for 3 numbers....LOL

 

OMG...first entry since 366 days ago...LOL

I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!